naturally appealing

everyday I see a light house..in the diming blues on the east of a drive ready to glow with sunset fires my mind is about to wash clean as i step clunking out of my truck shaking my hair out...wishing i had not just smoked that last cigarette. im reeling from conversations, complaints, smiles, sugar, treadmills and the dull hum of a medium sized city i traverse daily. today there is one phrase I have come to embrace and hold and repeat to myself...silly as its wording, appropriate for today's celebratory nature: largeness of heart. i hold in my mind today examples, feelings and notions of this concept. sometimes i dont realize how natural it is to meditate. its another way of knowing like reading encyclopedic tombs of history and persons. i say the words again in my brain....largeness of heart.....images flicker comic book like, sculptural actions poems, and stories repeat and fade....feelings rise...im standing in my chaotic room students buzzing with paint, scissors and glue. I am answering: mixing un poco de amarillo y mas azul....and i look down. understood. smile nod. largeness of heart....