do you know what it is like

colorado is gone now.
somehow the map rearranged itself and it cancelled itself out.
the funny thing is i went once to colorado and spent a cold march night
on a frozen ground with an avid colorado.

the day spent sledding down tawny slops in cold chapped ways.
not a care to my thump thump.

not a care now. not a care then.

i made a choice about letting go.
and whether it means going or beliveing something new Im clueless.