the mountains...will have to wait damnit.

mountains are falling flat this weekend.
My kindness took away my solace this weekend.
for somebody's dog, cats and plants.
im gonna stick some canvases in my truck
and just slap it on wherever I am at..
messy or not..
i have to create.

im reading a book called Shame of America: Apartheid in America's Schools. Its pretty scary...I had a feeling but I wasnt aware of how bad its actually gotten. Yeah, just open your eyes, fool! Schools are becoming completely segregated again and no one thinks this might be a problem?
It makes me laugh...(I went to private school.)

Im not used to so much apathy.? (Did I write that lie?)
but thats what's there..heaped up with bayonets...like Ferlinghetti..saw..
on concrete highways with big metal boxs all cllunked up with lights and loud deafing music (there is the deaf thing again I wonder what that is)
probably my new iPOd obsession. glutton. consumer. Yes..and a liberal heart...the desert took away all that I wanted. and the swamp just keeps piling it on again. themes: wet and dry. i need more words for swamp...wet words. though my lips are chapped in the wind from the beach blasts....ill have to suck up some sunsets again. to keep me going for now. maybe the paint will reveal some secrets to me...maybe not...my head is full now waiting for inspiration.